Intimacy

God blesses those whose hearts are pure, for they will see God. (Matt 5:8)

A pure heart and an intimate relationship are definitely my desires.

Intimacy defined:

1. A close familiarity or friendship; closeness. 2. A private cozy atmosphere.

This is exactly what I experienced during the last 13 days, strengthening my relationship with my Father, our God and Jesus our Savior.

To accomplish this I entered a secret and sacred place of seclusion. Here, I was able to truly seek his face by prayer and fasting. During this time we grew closer than ever before, enclosed in a pure relationship. Not wanting to leave, I was hesitant to go. I am thankful and grateful, for I now have a new understanding of our value. Virtuous: we are more precious than money, precious stones or even gold.

Three things :

Peace, Provisions, Protection

Peace :

Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you. (1 Peter 5:7 NLT)

God wants us to trust him. He is more than capable of turning every situation around. But first, we have to live a life that is pleasing to him. Worrying about things we cannot change, will not improve the situation. Peace that surpasses all understanding is found by praying to God first instead of trying to find comfort in others. We must trust God and allow him to carry the weight of our burdens, while we patently wait for the answer. Furthermore, we must be grateful and accept God's yes, as well as, his no. We, must learn to be content in all circumstances. Finally, obeying the word of God requires knowledge of the word. Reading, defining and studying scripture is a  bonus that arms you against evil. Scriptures protect our hearts and minds creating an atmosphere of peace. So while we wait, keep praying and reading.

Provisions:

In view of all this, make every effort to respond to God’s promises. Supplement your faith with a generous provision of moral excellence, and moral excellence with knowledge, (2 Peter 1:5 NLT)

During this time my soul received nourishments filled with vitamins and minerals called Sermons. For, I did not depend on physical food, but the words ministered daily by the powerful and anointed  men and women of God. So grateful for the feeding, I realized my soul was malnourished during several years in my past. Most importantly, our feeding of the soul must be a daily occurrence. God's provisions not only feed the soul, but, they also fill the heart. And a heart filled with God's nutrients is pure.

Protection:

The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my savior; my God is my rock, in whom I find protection. He is my shield, the power that saves me, and my place of safety. (Psalms 18:2 NLT)

God loves us so much. In fact, since he is who he is, he knows us better than we know ourselves. Thus, options are plentiful and planted throughout our path to keep us from hurting ourselves. Meaning, for every trick the enemy throws at us, there is a way of escape. However, this requires the use of discernment. Listening, for and to, guidance from the Holy Spirit, affords God's children the security and safety of a barrier resistant to the evil one. Therefore, be confident, there is safety in the arms of Jesus.

Solution to creating a cozy one on one time with Jesus, seek a place of seclusion that is dedicated to him.

Satan is a LIE!

When the enemy tries to remind you of why you shouldn't. Rebuke his tail. Then, tell him that old memory is exactly why God said YOU should!

Three things : Past, Present, Purpose

Past

Our past, is our past. We all have one. And Sin is one thing we all have in common. However, the sin in our past does not define Gods vision for our purpose. The people who had your ear, are no longer an influence. And their opinions do not matter. Remember this: There is a reason why they were removed from you. God, is God, alone. And, he needs the help of no man. He forgives, protects and grants mercy to whomever he chooses.

Therefore, pay no attention to the people satan sends to remind you of your past. Rebuke him and stop allowing the enemy to distract you. His attack actually means, you are on the right course. So keep walking, smiling, and praising forward in the Will of God.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord , “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11 NIV)

Present:

Be thankful for the lessons you learned from your past. They will assist with the opportunities to help others.

Listen, Your past can also be reffered to as your experience. And just like many other professions, experience levels the playing field by giving you the knowledge and wisdom required to go forth and accomplish great works.

The work that is required: God's Will.
We must find a way to reach the wounded. Our siblings, who are hurting need our help. In most cases, the burden and down trotten may think, no one understands, cares, or can relate. Sadly, they may feel alone.

However, God called You to strengthen your brothers and sisters. So, I say embrass all of you. The new you; forgiven, and loved by Christ Jesus. You are unique and God loves you, flaws and all. We are covered by the blood. You are saved. Again, I say rebuck the enemy. Shame and doubt are not of God. They are a distraction Satan wants to use that trips you during your walk.

But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. (1 John 1:7 NIV)

Purpose

When God calls you into your purpose, he will give you everything you need to succeed. He is not a sometimes or almost God. He makes no mistakes. Be encouraged and stay focused. There is much work to be done.

Just as Paul wrote:

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. (2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV)

Guess what? Satan sees my sin as a weakness. I declare, I will use my repentance to bring people to Christ! I will remain strong and in the will of God. Taking comfort in this: everything works together for the good of those who love the Lord.

So every time Satan surfaces with a new scheme, stand strong in truth. Be prepared. Unfortunately, he will try. But he is a lie!

You are destined! Keep looking to Jesus!

"For my Father’s will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day.” (John 6:40 NIV)

Do not be discouraged. Continue on your path.

Solution for the enemy reminding you of you past:

(Matthew 13:57‭-‬58 NIV)

And they took offense at him. But Jesus said to them, “A prophet is not without honor except in his own town and in his own home.”  And he did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith.

Brokenness

The lie:
A heavy heart, crying eyes, sleepless nights, fear and doubt are all tricks the enemy will use to plant a seed of deceit. The deception gives the illusion: no one cares and God does not want to hear about this mistake, trouble, or sorrow again.

Whether or not it is our action or that of someone else, reality is: we find ourselves back in this same feeling of dispair.

Beating ourselves up and  punishing ourselves mentally may cause one to loose faith and eventually disconnect from Jesus.

The Truth:

Always Remember this Jesus said:

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. (John 10:10)

How does he distroy ?

By filling the mind of a Christian with anything that takes their mind or focus off God. For when you are focused on the problem and not the Creator you are off balance and have no peace.

And the Lord said, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat:   But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren.
(Luke 22:31‭-‬32 KJV)

Brokenness is an opportunity to identify the problem and turn it over to Jesus. You can do this by simple praying to him. Jesus is an intercessor who speaks directly to God for us.

Pray without ceasing.
(1 Thessalonians 5:17 KJV)

It may be hard. However let God take the burden. Turn it over and stop worrying.

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
(Philippians 4:6 KJV)

The company you keep.

So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. (Romans 10:17)

Knowing this, surround yourself with people of like minds. That will whole heartily pray, encourage, and love you. People without a hidden agenda; who require nothing of you.  But only are an example by walking in the fruits of the spirt showing love and kindness to others.

Trust God ! He loves you and counts the tears you shead. The Lord Our God will correct all wrong, dry your tears, restores, and supplies mercy.

You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. (Psalms 56:8)

Solution for any type of burden:

Keep praying and keep your faith. Because this is not your battle.

You Remind me

There is something interesting about you. Something familiar, what is it? How do I know you?  Didn't go to the same school. Don't have the same friends. Man this must be fate. I can feel it. He's the type of man I love to date.

Well Lord, he is saved but not big on church. Better yet, he knows the word. So its okay because Jesus, you know his heart. And, I am always there anyway sending up intercessory prayer. So, no need for him to sit in church. If I keep praying, he will change. So yes. I guess. I will commit. This  man may will change my last name.

What is this you say? You love me? Yet, sometimes you are here. And, other times you are not. When you're mad, I'm all kinds of names. I cant believe it, you hit me! Don't apologize, its my fault.  Something is still so very familiar. Nah, I'm tripping. Nevermind, just a crazy thought.

Wait, so now what's going on? What did I do? What are these words you speak? Do I deserve them? I mean I must, look at me. I don't deserve anything else.  So, it must be love and not lust.

Has to be love!  Eventually, I get a call and you apologize.  It must be, just has to be love. I see you from time to time. I know you're busy. You're a man with a plan.  Don't worry, I will continue to wait: however, long it takes. 

You have to love me because you keep coming back. What else could it be? My time and disobeidence to God a small sacrifice. I will just pray. God knows my heart. This is my man. So, I will just continue to pray. I heard a whisper in my mind: stop trying to justify. Stop it! I am not that girl. It is not abuse! 

Wait, Ruth is the hot topic of discussion. And, Boaz sounds like the truth. An example of the man God has waiting for me. My husband. So do I see any of his characteristics in you? Are you a man after God's own heart:  Provisions, Protection, Marriage? No, I don't see it.  

Jesus help me; my life is falling apart.

Pastor said read for understanding. My sister said seek your face. Lord help me to analyze. I need discernment. Jesus, Jesus, please come in and intercede in this place. I'm literally on my face.

God said: I am here.  I've been waiting for you. Be strong and courageous . Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave nor forsake you.  (Deu 31:6)

Jesus is whispering with love and grace. Stop and listen to him calling.  Why do you keep returning to hurt? What makes you repeat this path? He is love. Run to him. He loves you. The enemy lingers in the shadows were hurt and doubt consume you. Come to me all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. (Matt 11:28) He constantly repeats: I love you! I love you! Yeah, I know. I know. And Jesus thank you,  But I need some space.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, I remember you.  You are a bad example of a biological presence that was missing from childhood. A forgotten incident that should have stayed in my past. You are the first man to abandon me and tell lies.  Or, was it you that hit my mother? Maybe, it was you that sold everything we owned for a hit. Were you the one who touched me? 

Allow me to tell you who you are. You are my first!  The first man to hurt me: my Father. No not literally my Father but a replacement. I replica of a love that was never received: a father's love. So, How could I forget? Truth is: I do not have to forget. But to be delivered, I must forgive.

After so many years, so many tears, Lord I get it. I repent and only seek your peace.

Father, I hear you. Now I understand. Say it again: The thief comes to steal and
Kill and destroy. I came that they may have eternal life.  (John 10:10)

I see you and will continue to rebuke you satan. That was a trap of confusion wrapped with lies and deceit. For years you stole my joy. Not anymore, never again, say it with me Ladies: not today!

Thank you Lord for clarity. I love you Jesus! You are with me.  You never left and you continue to rescue me. Please guard my heart. I will trust you! With you, it will stay.  Free from deception, deceit, and dismay.

But guess what, today I choose to replace the hurt with love and forgiveness. I choose peace.

If you are searching for love, acceptance, validation of man: absent father, abusive husband, boyfriend, addict, someone who claims their example of abuse is love? 

Know this:  Jesus is love. We are his family. It is better to be mentally and physically safe in the arms of God, than mistreated, sad and burden by the abusive tongue and hands of a man. Just to say you have one. 

He replied to him, “Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?”  Pointing to his disciples, he said, “Here are my mother and my brothers.  For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.” Matthew 12:48‭-‬50 NIV

God will never forsake you. He is always present.

Jesus answered I am the way the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. John 14:6

Don't be fooled. Pray for discernment and wisdom. Give Jesus you heart and mind. Tell him yes!

A Prayer For Rest

Father God my creator my all and all. Lord I thank you for today! You continue to show up and show out. Lord thank you for my family and friends. I pray for peace in their homes and a sound mind as they sleep. Protect and guard their hearts and minds.  Remove any distractions keeping them away from you. Fill their minds with wisdom and open their eyes to discernment. Bless their bodies, heal any  Hurts: sickness and sadness. Guide their steps as they continue to seek you. Thank you Father God for contining to create and build a better version of ourselves. Jesus we want to be like you. A Loving heart , forgiving spirit , words filled with wisdom and grace. I am so thankful for salvation.

Lord, I Love you. Jesus thank you! I love you. Because of you I have eternal life. I long to be like you and see you. One day you will say well done. And I will dwell with you. I thank you for these tests which are turning to testimonies. You already know Lord, the outcome of it all. For you knew us before we knew ourselves.

Lord help us to stay strong. We know the enemy cannot win. And if we fall weak, help us to remember your word and rebuke the enemy so he will flee. Increase our faith Lord. Stomp out the enemy. Allow us to remember on this road: only what we do for you will last. Help us to hear you clearly and to be obedient.
Lord thank you. Thank you.

Help us to eagerly share salvation with all we come in contact with. Jesus is too good not to share. Be a fence around us Lord. Again Lord remove anything or person that is not of you from us. Have mercy on us Lord. Please continue to reveil all to us that is not of you. Forgive us please don't take your hand off of us. Praise you Lord . How Holy is your name .  In Jesus Name , Amen.